The Korniest Ken

So....

2011-12-06T21:40:00.001+08:00

So....

Anyone still reading this shit?

So...long time no update!

2010-03-01T00:03:00.003+08:00

-I want to get fit but don't want big muscle-

"No, I'm not asking but sharing my experience with you as I used to be like that. Yes, saying stuff like the statement above but it's alright because I was new and didn't know half the things I know now. And mind you it's only 3 years ago when I started off so it isn't exactly ancient history. So maybe, God willing, you'll save 3 years of your life too instead of learning through screwups like I did.

Know that your body is a reflection of the lifestyle you lead. It isn't the result of a great 1 month of going to gym or eating veggies for the past week. It's not something you starve yourself for 3 weeks to get washboard abs and the go back to the yummy mamak lifestyle to reap the rewards. You see celebrities with hot bodies all the time but you completely miss the effort these people put into looking great, thinking it's a magic diet or some fancy product only to be disappointed to discover that there is work and effort involved. Anything that advocates 'no need to exercise', just use this product and look great is utter BS. Everytime. Because even if you lose weight you're just a walking health timebomb waiting to blow up and derail your life.

Your body looks that way because of 2 factors, In and Out. Your diet is the 'In', what you put in your body. Exercise and physical work is the 'Out', what your body burns for energy. In a nutshell in a very simplified context, this is it. More In than Out, you gain weight. Vice versa. In crazy diets which rely on the starvation, the In has been drastically reduced to be lower than the Out, but you're losing valuable muscle together with fat as well as malnutrition which weakens the body, rendering you a prime target for snatch thieves because you'll break your spine as soon as you fall over no matter how small the fall is.

I was once part on the confused masses, not knowing how to go about setting things right. I had the worst body shape you could possibly imagine (Of course, everyone has their own opinion on this and you're down enough, YOU become the worst). Think tall and thin. Good, now thinner. Remember those cases where you can wrap around your thumb and third finger around your wrist? I still can because there are no muscles around the wrist area to build and I'm skinny to begin with. Thumb and third finger wrapped around the wrist is nothing. Because I could wrap them around my bicep, almost. Granted there was still a 1 cm gap, but a 1 cm gap when you wrap your thumb and third finger around your BICEP?? Now being that thin isn't the worst thing, but when you have been pigging out the past few years and now have a belly that juts through your T-shirt, it becomes the worst thing. Stick thin guy with a beer belly. Horrible. I couldn't stand how my friends who I haven't seen in years point out the belly with a 'Hey hey!'. I wanted a change. I wanted to get fit. But of course, the guys who go to gym and push weights are usually huge bodybuilders right? So....

I want to get fit but don't want big muscle.

Exercise.

I joined a gym. I told my PT during the free sessions that I just want to get fit and of course he just put me through the regular cookie cutter workout. I avoided the free weights area because all the big guys where there and being the scrawny one, I was intimidated. I stuck to the weight machines and the cardio machines.

If I had one thing going for me, it was my determination to build some muscle. I didn't care for big muscle or small muscle, as long as I got it. And just so you may know, there is no way to build 'big muscle' or 'small muscle'. You work the muscle and give it enough fuel, it grows a little bit. You are not going to wake up with 24 inch biceps by doing curls. In fact, those elite bodybuilders you see plastered on the cover of magazines that scare you so much....accept the fact that you'll NEVER come close. Even if you tried. And tried really really hard. So there.

I started seeing results after 3 months. And it got me hyped and hitting the machines became the cornerstone. I looked fitter. I got myself a new set of gym clothes to go with a fitter body. But after about a year, the gains just stopped. I haven't yet reached my goal of looking athletically fit and showing 6 packs and I hit a wall? No way. With a thirst for knowledge not seen during my school years I scoured the internet, shift through articles and adivce both good and bad. And then it dawned on me. See sprinters with the body I want? See those really fit WWE superstars (Not the huge ones)? See those MMA fighters? They all do it.

Screw the machines. Screw the light pink coloured dumbells. Screw it all. The only way I could get the body I want was to hit the free weights. The big barbells. The weight plates.

I took a day of leave to hit the free weight area, hopefuly when there was nobody around. Just my luck, 2 huge guys (To me then) were there. Thicken the face, grab the weights I need, get used to the barbell and start doing those sets I found during my research. After that, it didn't become intimidating no more. I just wanted to workout, I didn't care who was there. It was at this point in time I discovered the other half of the secret...

Nutrition.

A PT approached me to ask if I was taking any supplements. Thinking back, I think he might have wanted to make a few ringgit off me as well but the well meaning premise was there. He managed to convince me to buy a weight gainer (See? After almost a year of gym looking fitter I still had people recommending weight gainers to me). It was scary. It was like I had decided to take steroids, I forgot the number of times I browsed through the ingredients list. It said to take 4 scoops at once. The genius in me decided that 4 scoops were for the big men on the cover of magazines so because I was 1/8 their size, I would just take half a scoop. Yes, half. And because it said mix in milk, I went and bought regular milk. Full cream instead of low fat. Oh well, at least it worked.

I started gaining some badly needed muscle from then on, the combination of free weights and enough protein to grow pushing the results in. But it's always that last layer of fat or that last inch of muscle that is the hardest. After more lengthy research, I learnt the supplements are not equal to drugs. In fact, it's providing what your body needs that you cannot obtain through food because of a busy life. Green light...with conditions.

I got desperate. I told gave myself 3 months in an all or nothing shot. I stacked NO, Creatine and Whey Protein with a punishing workout. I changed my lifestyle. I made small alterations at first, the kind of small changes I knew I could sustain and added on with each success. I avoided mamak food when before I would eat it every week (Sometimes everyday) without fail. I cut my rice intake (Very difficult being an Asian). I removed ALL chicken skin. I watched my portions and got picky with what I eat. Cheat meals once or twice a week. That's how much I wanted it. That's how much I would give up for it. The difference now was, I knew how to get it. The bloke at the gym doing a million situps a day still has that spare tyre even though he wants it just as badly, but he doesn't take the effort to find out how. You just look at what people do and swallow any advice from unfit people feeding you myths that don't work. And it becomes your fault. It becomes your fault when you do not use the biggest muscle of all and thinking all muscleheads are intellectualy challenged, and it turns out building a great body requires you to utilize quite a few braincells as well.

Now.

I've since got what I wanted. I think I'm done with NO, I just finished with Creatine though I must say the fatigue factor does set in harder without it. I've got 2 tubs of protein at all times because Asian diet is very protein deficient.

I recently fixed a shoulder problem because of sucky bench form after a year and I attribute it to the male ego thinking he's the best when he actually sucks. So I'm not perfect. At times I'm horrible. At others, I fail. But I take advice, I ask why and I evaluate if it makes sense. I'm doing mostly free weights nowadays, a few complexes but I do not forgo the machines. I do sports outside gym like football. I rediscovered martial arts.

I stopped wearing XXL T-Shirts that I used to buy to cover up the unflattering bulges and replaced them with fitting clothes. I had to throw away 2 pairs of pants because they were now too big, dropped a couple of sizes at least. It's the breast implant syndrome, when you don't have something and suddenly you get them, you really want to show it off. Especially if you've given sweat, blood and money for it.

I'm no longer easily intimidated, and it's a confidence boost in all facets of life. It was a pleasant surprise that most huge guys at the gym are actually gentle and nice guys. They don't dream of tearing your head off and crushing it. Go on, talk to them. Ask them stuff you always wanted to. See the guy with the body you want? Go ahead and get his routine!

At the end, I must say that the majority of people looking for change will fail. I've seen too many cases of people trying to make a drastic change, going balls to the wall during their first couple of weeks at gym, not eating and then disappearing because :

-Too busy
-Too much commitments
-Love food too much
-Lack of willpower
-Temporary motivation which wears out (Hangat hangat tahi ayam)
-Too tired
-Add in your reason here

I would say only 20% of all people looking for change will make it, perhaps even less. Everyone who has a great body has demonstrated enough determination, willpower and resolve to get it. You won't find that person at the doughnut shop just because they walked past and couldn't resist. Most won't make it because of the one weak link in the chain (See above).

Having a fit body is living the life to sustain such a body. That is why I do not agree with the whole Biggest Loser idea because it is not sustainable. Every contestant regains weight when they leave the show because there is no way in hell anyone can live their life like that.

But the fact that you're here reading up and preparing yourself means you're a little different. You do your homework. You ask. You find out what needs to be done. Take baby steps at first. If it gets hard, keep going with baby steps. Just as long as you're walking towards what you want. Don't allow yourself to be stopped. If you're serious about getting fit, don't worry about things that won't happen to you like getting huge muscles and do it.

I loved the journey. Now that I've hit my target, I have to say the rewards are great as well. Looking fit feels every bit as good as it looks.

Best of all, it seems that it has somehow gotten my girl to be more in the mood as well. And that's cardio to look forward to."

by statikinetic - forum.lowyat.net

obviously i didn't come up with this...

So, my very own boxing day!!

2009-11-15T19:28:00.003+08:00

I couldn't resist anymore. Wired the cash and gave that guy my address.

And I waited for 1 more day! It's finally here!

Came back from lunch and saw this!!

Woooo

Nyammm

So, Ms. Balance, where are you?

2009-10-14T21:45:00.004+08:00

What motivates you every morning? Is it smell of fresh air? Is it picking up where you left off at work last night? Is it the “ka-ching” you’re going to bring back from that every same time of the month so you can go on and save up for your planned holidays or that watch you’ve been eye-ing for so long? Of course. Who doesn’t? But what I’m talking about here is from a day to day basis.

Do you wake up and already have your day planned awesomely and finishing it off with an epic dinner? I find it difficult to get out of bed these days. No, not the sore from Pushmore. It’s about the uncanny feeling of not knowing what I’m going to do. I know what I have to do.

It must be my capacity, efficiency as well as prioritizing problem. :( . Also, I look forward to wrong things at work. I look forward to saying good morning to you and you. I look forward to have lunch with you, you, you, you, you and you. That’s when I literally come alive.
“Ken! Prioritize!” I’d say to myself every time I come out from the emergency staircase after my breaks.

But hey, I still do my job, sometimes it’s just that, I’ll drift off easily, do another thing that came up “urgent” and lose focus, hence delaying what I’m supposed to do. It’s like as though the 1st task was not urgent enough. -___- . Need to stay focus!! >=/

Talking bout motivation, and prioritizing, I get very well motivated at Pushmore. Prioritizing issue here. I’ll pump my every single last breath to the floor when I’m there. No motivation or focus issue there. Only prioritizing. I can see how much I have improved since I first join.

Back in July

2 days back, I added 4 rounds!

When I first joined last year, I couldn’t even achieve a single chin up with assistance. Now, I’m pulling myself 90 times plus 90 ring dips in less than 30 minutes. And pulling of extra 4 minutes in Chelsea. (self explanatory in images below). 12 rounds is not a very good time, but improvement is essential. This is where I feel alive.

I can’t say I’ll do the same at work. I’ll do my job, sometimes, have the initiative to do better, sometimes, just do as what it is presented. Sigh.

I need to find the balance!! Where are you Ms. Balance?!

So...yea okayy

2009-10-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

What the f*** am I thinking!?

The chances of coincidence were so slim. Yet, it still coincides.

I’m freaking kidding myself here! It is something I wake up with every morning now.

Now I know what they mean by “It’s wrong, but it feels so right”

Anyone still reading my shit?

So, I think I like my cheap lens more! Oh noes!

2009-08-26T23:03:00.005+08:00

Yoyo! I seem to like my 50mm prime more than my 17-50mm now. HOW?!

Thanks Daniel for being a good host and a good sport for this pose! =)

This is so far my best portrait shot!

So, changes are inevitable. It's the adaptability.

2009-08-17T22:49:00.004+08:00

I'm bored today and nothing to do. Been going through lots of changes be it work, relationship, or hang outs, diet and bah, overall, life.

Anyway, there has been some changes and company is restructuring so I was given a choice to change department. Still a commercial sales department but it's export. Seems like a challenge, and after thinking and thinking and discussing and "What would you do if you were me?" I've decided to take it. Hence, I'm going to Hong Kong end of this month for a internal toy fair.

Anyone want me to buy anything for them? Just drop me an sms or a msg via msn. Please do give me money in advance as I do not even have enough money to buy my own stuff. :P

Well, I would say I've seen it all. What I've seen? Meh, I'm not gonna say it out here as it might be hurtful or whatever to someone or in other words "terasa" la kan. But hey, "If you don't respect yourself, who's gonna respect you"

I often think back about what I've said and done. I think and sometimes I regret doing what I did regardless of my actions or what I should have said instead to make everyone comfortable, I aim to be a better person. They always say "Just be who you are and you don't have to care about others". Not in this case. Being who you are is just a comfort quote. It only makes you feel better.

People now look and judge you on your actions and the way you say things...You always told me I'm not good enough, I should do this and that, I should say this and that. In my opinion, you're not doing any better than me. In fact, I've lost lots of respect and faith in you for what you're doing, and what you've done. I tried to voice it out, you always think you're better, that is why I don't even care anymore.

I'll never ever point out your mistakes anymore. Coz to you, you've never ever ever ever made mistakes..

So, is it time to change? Maybe not, your ego has taken over your head!

Wa..I also don't know why I so emo. Grrr.. I'll go play with my toys now.. Laters! Before that, this post has nothing to do with my work. It's strictly my personal life. :)

WooooOOOoooOOOoooOO

The RC!! ..and a lurker...

To Infinity and Beyonddd!!

So, My New Toy, and A important Announcement!

2009-05-26T00:28:00.003+08:00

Howdies homies!

Wa, that's like a crossbreed of Cowboy x Rappers from the hood yo!

It's kinda late now so I'mma do a quickie! As ya'll know. I got my new D90 about 2 weeks ago and was really excited. Thought I was gonna have so much fun messing around the features I didn't have with the D60. So, as a new electronic device, batteries have to be charged ~8 hours before 1st use which is what I did exactly. Took it out to The Curve to test it out. Went home, slept, wake up in the morning, BATTERY DRIED UP! WTH! Battery drainage they call it has occured in the D90 body. Which I couldn't google for any sort of solution.

I thought the battery was faulty. Went back to change and got a new battery right away. Charged it for 8 hours, put it in the body, went to bed. Wake up in the morning. Battery dried up again! Holy cow! Went to Nikon Service Centre on Friday. They were already closing and I needed the camera for the weekend. They were not able to figure out the problem right away as this is the 1st ever D90 that has a Battery Drainage problem. Previous model that had this problem was a particular batch of the D200 model. So anyway, I told them I need to use that camera the next day and they were not able to give me an equivalent loan model. I insisted that it was only a week old and I have to have a D90 for the next day. I elevated that problem to the Marketing department then only this nice guy was able to loan me another D90 from his department. So I went home a satisfied customer, with the service, not the unluckiness of the factory defect unit. =/

I needed the camera for a company event and Rosewood Avenue. Company event was a "treasure hunt" and I was one of the "marshall" w00t! So I was able to run around and take pictures of people! haha!

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Look at the colours...

I'll post more pics later on..

It was a very productive weekend as I woke up 730 and left home at 8 on both Saturday and Sunday. What did we do on Sunday?

It was our project Rosewood Avenue. What's that again? Click on the hyperlink to ch-ch-ch-check it out.

We're selling some cool, and unique t-shirts online. It's unique. How? All of them images has a story to tell. Be it a one-liner or or a whole novel. It says something meaningful. Currently we only have a handful of designs. But we'll have more in the future! I'll keep you guys updated!

So we went around KL to take some pictures of ourselves as models. It was the 1st time we're modelling and "serious" posing in front of the camera, we're a tad too stiff lol. And most of them are kind of "emo-ish" or has that "sentimental" feel. Hmm. Will try out other stuff next time ..

Anyways, I've picked out some nice pictures to be posted here. But do check out RosewoodAvenue and grab yourself a Tee now!!

Ahh...the colours and sharpness of Nikon+Tamron...

The wideness...ahh

Alright. Laters!

So, guess who's back?!

2009-05-15T16:19:00.001+08:00

So, a snik preview!

2009-04-19T11:52:00.003+08:00

RRRRRRRRRRRRR

There'll be an update tonight!

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Woot! Okay, been seriously busy la! 2 full day meetings, then gym, then go home hit the sag liao!

Anyway, not many of yous are reading also, so it's all good!

Currently looking for a buyer for my Nikond D60. Cos I'm replacing with a D80. But also depending on how much I'm able to let go the D60. Hopefully someone with loads of cash who desperately wants a dSLR will buy from me with a high price. Don't say "Ala, it'll never happen!"
Cos it will, that's how I sold my old skool laptop and my old skool ICE with high price. Hehe.

So anyone up for a 6000shutter count D60 kitlens? Hehe

Watched Fast & Furious 4. (Pantas Dan Garang 4). Deb didn't believe that was the real translation until she saw the movie. Talk about bokehness. The movie was alright. There were action, cars, girls, but same old plot. Dom will be a criminal everyone is trying to capture, then Brian will be the good cop, bad cop situation. Then some ridiculous big mafia gangster will audition for good drivers to transport their drugs etc.

This plot is repeated from Too Fast Too Furious! Sigh. Can't think of anything else meh? Aren't there other ways to transport the illegal stuff? Oh well, at least the tunnel scene was quite kanchiong...

Overall, I give Pantas & Garang 4 a big 2 ouf of 5 Jermies! Hmm...okay la. dowan use his face already...haha....

And what's up with the weather this weekend? It's like an oven in the house. Under the "Keep Warm" setting in my room. I can still sleep because I was super exhausted on Saturday for the Go Kart Event (I was the committee yo!). It was a smooth event and I guess everyone had lots of fun albeit the back and shoulder sores. Pictures are as below! Pictures weren't as good as I wanted it to be again! Dammit.

After the race, while I was about to leave the parking lot. Jeng Jeng Jeng! Parked in the corner was one of the most beautiful car ever brought into mass production! I thought I MUST stop and take some photos. Didn't care if the owner mind or not. I took some photos. The owner showed up later, only I asked for permission. Well, he was friendly enough and ask me to go on.

The car was like a girl with the perfect body, in a perfect dress. It's like watching porn. The car is sex by itself! I guess thats why they call it car-pornography...

Okay Picture time!

All Lined Up!

The Black Stig on a Kart!

1/2 rawrrr!!

RAWRR

Rwarrrrerrrr

RAWRRRR

So, it's me at my temple!

2009-04-02T10:49:00.005+08:00

I have 3 packs more than u! JAJAJA

So, an update yo!

2009-03-28T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hello, it's an long overdue update eh? Haha, damn busy and when I have time, then I do other stuff like games, sleep, sleep, chill, and of course, not update the blog.

So anyways, it's been so long, somewhere before CNY before my last post! Wa! Awooga!

Okok. Since plurk was available to me. I've been able to update and, over there, it seems to have more responds due to karma whores (including myself), and it's evolving into a chatroom. Maybe I should create something to allow my responders in this blog who gets more emoticons if they respond more! Wa. Damn rip off!

So I can vaguely remember what happened during CNY because it's rather routine like macam drinking, gambling, etc etc. Nothing much to highlight except the return of RHC! Woo! Ah how I miss playing together. The FEELING~

(in the mean time, photobucket is being a bitch!)

Teh return of Rusty Matt

Jules posing with his guitar and of course flexing his muskel at the same time, while I play TapTap Revenge on Jon's Iphone.

Oh lookee me! My head is FAST!

Pictures above showed that not everyone likes to use DSLRs. Jon's a noob!

Styne seems be pleased the camera is in my hands.

Though we haven't been jamming for sometime, but it feels good. The chemistry remains. But still the retarded leprechaun was missing from the action! He was somewhere la. Forgot d sorry bob! Can barely remember the notes of the song but hantam still jadi! That's what we always do. Hantam only! Maybe that's what everyone does and no one actually notices. Even the greatest bands also hantam only.

That's about it lo. My life nowsaday damn routine la. Work, pushmore, wank, sleep! That's all. And what's interesting to me the last few weeks are the magical results of the team but may just bore all of you!

So, I'mma fast forward to today! It's the Mattel's 2009 Warehouse sale. This is the 1st time I've been to any warehouse sale so, it's an eye opener. I was there on the 1st day but I was late because I was in the office earlier. Colleague showed me a video. And holy...

Okay, here's what's amazing. We were supposed to open the shutters at 10. And of course we did. And I just the crowd rushing through and brushing each other away to get to their items was immense! They ran and ran. I heard 1 tripped over herself and another tripped over the industrial fan's cable. I pity the fool. And I went early today to witness it myself. That's some scary stuff man. I'll do that to next time! But 1st I must go through some intense training with the rugby team.

All in all, it was fun.

And don't you just hate it with people who don't understand the Push/Pull indicator on the doors?

Sigh. I do. When it says PULL, YOU fucking PULL it. NOT PUSH! Dumbass.

Okay, that's about it until my next post! I promise really it won't be as long overdue as this 1.

An oh, some awesome pics. Unedited. Only resized.

Silhouette. A bit fail but I like it!

Awooga me now!

kthxbai!

So, I ARE NEGOTIATARR/DIRECTARRR!

2009-02-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

Ken..., you are a

You have a broad overview of reality. You like to tackle large, complex issues and weigh all the variables involved. And you can be innovative and bold, generating new perspectives and providing imaginative solutions to ambiguous social, political, intellectual or technical problems.

You have fine tuned social skills, easily picking up the gestures, facial expressions and speech patterns of others and expressing yourself clearly and vividly. You are intuitive, too; you understand people, and genuinely sympathize with them. Because you are also flexible and cooperative, you are also good at working in teams.

Yet despite your poise in social situations, you often prefer solitude or informed and detailed conversations with just one individual or a few close friends. You try to avoid routine meetings and social engagements. You prize your independence.

You like to focus deeply and thoroughly on your interests. You can be exacting, tough-minded, analytical and strategic in your approach, too. You leave no stone unturned.

Sees the big picture
Imaginative
Intuitive
Verbal skills
Empathetic
Trusting
Introspective

Decisive
Focused
Analytical
Logical
Competitive
Self disciplined
Independent

You are idealistic and romantic. You want to bond in a spiritual sense, communicate your innermost feelings and sustain an intense and meaningful relationship. You have a rich fantasy life. And, for you, sex must be mixed with romance and meaning. When you find true love, you focus your attention on your beloved. You give thoughtful gifts, are sensitive to your mate's feelings and communicate your emotions clearly. You are capable of unconditional love. You can be irreverent about traditional marriage, however. You feel your personal commitment is the true marriage vow. In fact, you may be inclined to write your own vows and create a non-traditional wedding ceremony. You unconsciously gravitate to those who are imaginative and playful with ideas. You also like those with an unruffled calm and decisiveness, those who are ambitious, and those who can focus on their goals-individuals who complement your restless soul-searching.

You seek an authentic connection with just about everyone you meet, and you want to have in-depth discussions with friends and colleagues about ideas and feelings. You do not suffer fools gladly; "small talk" leaves you cold.

Because you can see so many angles to an issue or decision, you can be indecisive.
You wrestle with the contradictory feelings of being too eager to please and being tough minded. Don't worry too much.
When you feel betrayed you can be unforgiving and hold a grudge too long.

You tend to naturally gravitate to the DIRECTOR/negotiators.

empathetic/empathy

read/reader

learning/learn

passion/passionate

sensitive

kind/kindness

sweet

random

heart

real

ambition/ambitious

real

geek

debate

challenge/challenging

politics

nerd/nerdy

intellectual

intelligent/intelligence

driven

So, Happy Birthday!

2009-02-08T17:24:00.004+08:00

You're now 24! Which also reminded me that all of us are about to turn 24 this year. How time pass us by so quickly eh?

So Happy 24 to you.

Doing what he does best. Being a tard..

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Haha, actually I just wanted to post this picture, but since it's your birthday. It's a perfect reason to do it!

I have the full body picture too, anyone interested?

Have a great 1 bro!

So, due to popular demands!

2009-02-06T14:18:00.009+08:00

I've been requested to update my blog! Whoa whoa whoa, glamour sial!

Okay la, actually only 1 person asked me to update my blog. But no picture this post. I'll post the pics on my next entry. Anyways, this post will be uninteresting.

Once upon a time (well, about 2 weeks ago), Jules and I decided to workout in Malacca, so that we are still able to indulge ourselves with bottomless food and beer during the bottomless CNY visits. So, instead going for the outdoor workout at Bukit Serindit playground, we went to OHM Fitness Centre. Somewhere in Batu Berendam la. Jules wore slippers wtf.

Did what they do, benchpress, etc etc.

Well, 3 days ago, finished work at 6 and TIME! It's Pushmore time. Way more excited! Workout of the day was Tabata Mash-up - Squats and Push ups. It was the first time after about 1 week of not having the intensiveness of Pushmore.

Warmed up and I was ready to go. Lined up beside me was Nigel T. (not The Wall) Another Nigel. He's been working out at Pushmore way longer than me. And hm, I thought to myself, "Let's beat him!"

3-2-1 go! I did the squats and push-ups like as though my life depended on them. I saw him taking a breather, as I can only again tell myself! "Let's go! Cham on!" Michael Jackson style.

On the 7th round, again, I thought "Holy fucking me, I'm about to collapse!" I was doing my squats consistently declining from 21 on the 1st round to 16 on the 7th round. Push ups was also declining from 20 to 13. On the last round, I pushed myself to 20 squats, 16 push ups, which was an increase. I felt like my heart started to pump acid. wtf?

As I lay down on the black rubber floor, head felt so heavy, my eyes, I don't know if I should open or close them. Legs, were so overworked, I can't move them because the strain was immense. Finally, I got up, wanted to look at the score, something was about to come up from my stomach. I was about to puke. I sat down again. ccb.

Was only able to feel normal again after 20minutes of rest. That's way more than the time I used to complete the workout. Yet, I still lose.

So, we've finally

2009-01-28T12:59:00.004+08:00

found our talent for our 'modeling agency'!

he has all the talent we need!

So, kornyken wishes all of you

2009-01-24T20:11:00.003+08:00

A very Happy Chinese New Year.

Also wishing there will be much more prosperity and happiness and fruitful and and and and many more this year!

Happy Chinese New Year ya'll!

So, actually....

2009-01-22T23:49:00.005+08:00

Nothing to talk about la, just wanna share my pictures I took for Jules which may have gone all the way to Bangkok!

Pictures were taken at Akar Karya, a jamming studio owned by, erm...forgot her name! Damn! Some woman very famous in the local scene la. Definitely not Siti, someone else la. So famous that I cannot even remember lol.

Nah!

Mic Check!

Guitar Tuned

Drum Check!

For those who can't memorize notes and lyrics...

Plug 'em in!

ALL SYSTEMS GO!

Fuiyoh!

Fuiyoh!

Siap berposing!

He's always smiling for the camera!

He on the other hand, can't stop moving. I'm on manual focus la dei!

P.s All photos are not edited. Lazy la now! CNY Mood is on!

Here's 1 which is edited. Is it good? No? Please let me know! Thanks!

So, what's the limit?

2009-01-20T21:44:00.004+08:00

Part of the excitement of going back to Melaka to see them has been squashed into little pulps and then squashed again like there's no tomorrow...because I said something stupid. Oh, I know being the ignorant cunt that I usually am. I do very often, say stupid things!

I'm sorry

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Happy Bokeh American Muscle

Sorry, can't exactly see the Shelby's head cos I lazy.

So, the revenge of the Skipping Rope!

2009-01-15T22:37:00.004+08:00

The result of Pushmore!
Sadomasochist?

Hmm

So, the full year review and the 2009 plan!

2009-01-14T23:07:00.005+08:00

Well, it's kinda late ha? But doesn't matter cos the past will always be there to be reviewed, and it's only 15 days and I've not really thought of a plan for a better year! Hmm have some, but still vague!

Er..

Fuck the review la!

Okay...plans for 2009!

1.Work Work

2.Smoke less! eessh

3.Pushevenmore! Oh Yes!

4.Take more pictures! Oh fucking yes!

5.Local Trip (local as in still within South East Asia la..)

6.Overseas Trip (as in out of South East Asia la mch)

7.Spend less money on toys! eeesh

8.Drink less! Hey in fact, I've never started drinking heavily anyway! How to cut down..

9.Play it cool, do not rush it!

There, my 9 pre-plans for 2009. Plans are subject to changes without any notifications!

Klang Bakuteh FTW!

Klang Bakuteh FTW!

So, have you ever...?

2009-01-11T00:01:00.004+08:00

Anticipated for something you really wanted,

Then you finally see it...within touching distance...your heart started to beat a lil faster...then..

You held it...and it says;

"Not suitable for you jajajaja! kthxbai!"

:(

So, where did we go?

2009-01-04T18:28:00.007+08:00

Updates will be within today if I'm not too lazy! =P

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Okay, I'm back, still lazy but there's a comment! So okay la, I upload the pics from yesterday lo.

It was a weekend without a plan. And since Jermy got himself poisoned to get a DSLR by me. lol. We decided to go on a "shooting trip". It was a rather impromtu plan. And Kenny and Suresh joined in.

4 DSLRs, 3 tripods, 1 tripod noob!

Okay, we adjourned from Chili Pan Mee, and arrived about I forgot what time.

Pics.

So quiet...

Some cars...not many...

Really quiet...until..

They showed up..

Capturing the Bridge

The reflection was quite sex..

Shaky!

Nobody knows what he captured here...

Vroom...

For more fail pics. Go to my photobucket! Link is at the header la!

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So, weird

2008-12-30T11:10:00.006+08:00

So...cloudy...

It's coming to an end, the year which I think has took an ultimate roller coaster ride. Combining the ups and the downs, it's been quite an average year for me. There was a really good upside which made me felt like it was almost unreal, so did the down side. Just so unfuckingreal. Sometimes, I still can't believe it. Crap.

I can't evaluate myself in last weekend. How am I supposed to evaluate myself for the past 6 months? or for the year 2008?

Everything is so messy at the moment.

No more "drowning the sorrow". They probably learnt how to swim by now.

So, Semi-Charmed Life?

2008-12-28T15:26:00.004+08:00

What the hell is semi-charmed life? Is it life that is half blessed with charm and the other half feels like shit? Or what? I don't really understand! Damn it leave a comment and let me know!

Googling it will only show Third Eye Blind's hit single. And it is mostly about drug addictions and random sexual activities. But from a way way shallower view on the chorus, it's about something that will never satisfy a person. Always want something new.

What is semi-charmed life? Thanks in advance!

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Last weekend I met with a long lost childhood friend from Sabah. No, we didn't sumpit badaks or other animals. We were friends from kindergarten and I found pictures! Ch-ch-ch check it out!

Okay, I'm pretty sure you guys know which 1 is the spaz me. And she's somewhere in this photo too!

After 18 years...

She's semi-Australian now too. Heh, now I know where to get my free stay when I go to Melbourne for a vacation!

So, It's coming to an end

2008-12-24T09:47:00.007+08:00

2008 will come to it's end in a few more days. It's time to review what you, and me have done for this whole year and let's move on to a better 2009!

Welcoming 2008

Picture stolen from sue.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Holidays! w00t!

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So, fucked up!

2008-12-17T13:33:00.002+08:00

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*yummm*

So, I'm Mr. Hypocrite

2008-11-21T10:18:00.003+08:00

Pronunciation

–noun
1. a person who pretends to have virtues, moral or religious beliefs, principles, etc., that he or she does not actually possess, esp. a person whose actions belie stated beliefs.
2. a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.

I said "What's so nice about smoking?"
I'm smoking almost 2 packs in 3 days

I said "Fuck gym, I wanna stay fat"
I'm hitting Pushmore almost everyday

I called Nic WH4.
hehe

I'd say I'm the biggest 1 you'll ever see. I talk so shits about things so loud and later on get myself involve in it! haha! I have to admit this and I promise I'll do it less! *seriously*

Does anyone here believe they are not a little bit of a hypocrite at all? Or will you all agree with me that it is "pre-programmed" in our systems. Would you stand and believe that "Hey, look, I'm 0% hypocrite unlike you, Ken, you fucking twat!" ?

Hm. Time to think back eh? You twats just like me!

So, I seriously need Financial Management

2008-11-10T14:39:00.002+08:00

After some confusing calculations, total bill I NEED to pay just so that I can survive is RM650. That's only rental, phone bill, and credit card. Thank goodness, I don't really spend too much on petrol. But that's not the case for food. We sometimes have expensive lunch. That's 1 thing I don't like to go out for lunch. I'll settle for a 5 bucks lunch downstairs at the cafeteria anytime.

Economy is being a cunt!

So, 100th post of Kornyken!

2008-11-06T13:30:00.005+08:00

YAR!!

This weekend will be back in Malacca. Looking forward to it with an occasion coming up! It's time to drink again! =)

Anyway, was supposed to be auditing Parkson, Subang Parade yesterday. And hoped I could finish early so that I can get my car washed and go to Pushmore and finish everything by 7 and have more ME time.

But no, I hung out in around the IT area, in a dSLR shop. The guy, Edwin, was kind enough to unpack a box of D60, a whole lot of lenses, and flashguns, and his sample pictures. Explained to me what does what best. Unlike others with the "mou lan diu" attitude. Yea, I spent about an hour there -__-.

And my main purpose of dropping by is to check out the 50mm f1.8. The picture this lense is able to capture is amazing. Well, it does best at low light. And since the aperture is only 1 step from the biggest which is f1.4, the blur out of the background was superb, only the subject focused on stands out in the picture. It was orgasmic. I almost jerked off there.

And it costs RM370. I'm sure he mistaken me for his friend's friend. He told me bout this guy Philip and him used to go here and there to take pics. I was "Hm, okay, I'll pretend Philip is my friend and I can get good price!" Nice...

So, lookout point, we went

2008-11-03T12:49:00.009+08:00

It was a well planned outing. First, waterfall, then dinner with the view of KL City. Well, those who can remember the last time we went to for a trip to the waterfall more than a year a go. There was a tragedy!

It was a long drive. And driving in KL City is a bitch. Especially through Ampang. Anyway, we got off the main road, but, before that, Debby a.k.a Epic Fail GPS almost brought us to Holland. Thank god she realised it early.

Driving through the village somwhere in Ampang-Kajang-HuluLangat made me felt like I was driving in Malacca. It was exactly a mirror image of Merlimau-Muar old trunk road. It felt peaceful!

Climbing up steps by the waterfall was not as taxing as the one in Sagil. We reached the top and "WAT?! This is all?" Sagil was almost twice or more. I'm sure Gary can manage this 1.

Chilling by the fall, few pictures, and wondering, why would someone shampoo themselves with water from the waterfall, what's the difference? Does that mean they won't bathe and shampoo themselves after that? Hmmm...

Pics!

Dreamy..

"I know kung pao!"

"Seriously, stop doing that face!"

Yah, your face too!

mmm

The lookout point was the furthest 1 from the city. There are 2 more which MIGHT be nearer according to wikimapia. And my 18-55mm lense couldn't get any nearer to capture the lights. And no, I'm not planning to get a 50-200mm. I'm want a 50mm f/1.8 fast lense for potrait! yumm...

So, overdue Phuket pics

2008-10-28T11:12:00.012+08:00

Here goes Phuket!

Hot Tranny

Hotter Trannies

The pole dance bar!

Nikon and me

Okay, that's about more than half of it already.

Well, I don't know what to post la these days! HAHA. Okay, just swoosh past the top of my head, Christmas is coming in about 2 months! I shall have a wishlist again! Although I don't celebrate, please buy me things!! >.<

Have you ever had something you really wanted, but at that time, it was serious expensive and your parents would give you THAT look when you hinted and said, "Pa, look, nice eh?" And you'll go =(

Right right? HAHA. Since it's a little cheaper than before because it's not as hyped up as it was 10 years ago. I really want this!!

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Casio G-Shock! DW 6900 1V =D

It was one of the biggest match on Sunday night as Liverpool took on Chelsea at Stamford Bridge. Chelsea have never been beaten at home since dinosaur years ago. Which also summed up to 86 games. Imagine, 86 games unbeated at Stamford Bridge. And there, our red soldiers are going to play. With both teams having the same amount of points, topping the table, I could only wished for a draw. A draw would have been something I say, escape from Stamford Bridge.

I received an SMS just before the game, prediction of non-watching football friends. Chelsea 4-1 Liverpool. -____-. I thought to myself, it could happen. I know what Chelsea are capable of. So I didn't reply. HAHA. Let's wait till the end.

Not only did we escaped, we brought down Stamford Bridge together. A 1-0 victory over one of the favourites. Couldn't be sweeter than that. Roars and cheers over at M-bar after Alonso's deflected goal.

And this is my current desktop wall paper at work and home =)

Good week! I've been confirmed by my boss this morning too! =D

And also, Tottenham Hotspurs got their very first win after after 9 games. They now have 5 out of a possible 27 points. So the triangle joke does not work anymore =(

Oh oh!

And this song!

Edit : Pics are too big for the text column. Anyone can help me with .xml to change the width of the column? Thanks!

So, Max Payne...anyone?

2008-10-24T14:13:00.002+08:00

Okay, first off, I was a big Max Payne fan when I had my AMD Athlon ThunderBird 1.0Ghz PC way back them. I spent ruthless hours to complete the game. And was kind of excited they made a movie based on the game.

I will never ever watch a movie made based on a game. First it was Hitman. Though I've never played Hitman, I seen the gameplay. Now, Max Payne. Hitman was bad. Max Payne, Epic Fail! As far as I can remember, Hitman was action packed, despite the dodgy storyline, which I myself couldn't really remember. All I can remember, yea, Hitman's storyline was too cheesy.

As for Max Payne, I told Kenny, "This will surely be better than Hitman". To my dissapointment, the storyline faced a massive change, there was ONLY 2 "stop/slow-time" action in the whole movie. The only similarities the movie and the game has are the sets, mood, and the snow flakes! *spaz*

I'd recommend all of you who's in here and have not watched the movie, save yourselves! Save your 8bucks or so, and also save 80minutes of your life. Do something else. Still, I'm guessing the 80minutes spent in the cinema is way better than watching Tottenham play if I was a Spurs fan. Lost again? Damn!

Alright, Spurs joke?

"Whilst playing Scrabble, I managed to put together Tottenham Hotspurs! I was utterly gutted when it was only worth 2 fucking points!"

"Spurs, have more red cards than points in the league thus far this season..."

Sad isn't it? I'd feel sorry if they haven't been boasting and boasting about themselves definitely breaking into the top 4 this season even before the season started. And now, everyone's LOL-ing at you Spurs, and Gary! LOLGARY! MOTHERGOD!

K, I've officially joined Pushmore! I'm RM500 poorer! Got myself an iPod from Jon, RM300 poorer, yet to pay =/ ! Now, I don't need cd's in my car no more! w00t!

So, what have movies taught you thus far?

2008-10-15T16:26:00.003+08:00

Sorry, been busy with work and today, I'm rather free today. By the way, before I start, I just wanna say Pee is a uber bitch, epic cunt because he took my keys and left me lock in the house at 8:35am. IDIOT!

1. If you're a teenager don't bother camping near fucking lakes.
2. Being a huge former Mr Universe means you can avoid being hit by machine gun fire from countless badguys...
3. If you're in a lift and Bruce Willis gets in wearing a dirty white vest, probably best to leave the building.
4. Don't be the black guy or the jock or the asian. Well, for Asian, don't be in any movie unless you're Jackie Chan.
5. Shooting yourself in the mouth is a guaranteed cure for split personality disorder.

lol.

Phuket was immense! Beer as cheap as RM3. Liquor almost half the price, imagine, Green Label going for RM125, GlennFiddich going for RM145 zomg! There are even real girls in super short skirts dancing on bar tables and with that kind of entertainment, the beer there only costs RM9. Trannies are hotter than normal women. Prostitutes are everywhere. Massage was good shit. Tom Yam every meal. Never have I thought the 1st trip out of Malaysia will be Phuket and it's free! (No, Singapore is not a country).

Beach wasn't as good though. Corals are all dead due to the tsunami incident that struck about 4 years ago. Got some pictures. Will try to upload them tomorrow!
Have 1 picture in the intranet, from the director's DSLR! haha!

Beer & Football (click to enlarge)

So, It's Picture Time 2

2008-10-08T10:48:00.004+08:00

My name is Sky

Approx. 1 THOUSAND MILLION VOLTS!

3.30PM

Stop And Stare~

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Nikon D700 -___-

Hi!

Do not try and bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead... only try to realize the truth.

What Truth?

There is no spoon.

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Tagged by Rileen Aya Chua Guey Ling, (sorry, let me re-do this and this is about you!)

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
- Awesome friends!

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
- bunny, hotness, procastinator!, cute, funny as bunny, loves bubble, do anything for food, limitless flash games, loving, and manja giler! oh crap thats more than 5..

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
- Damn alot lo, but putting me to sleep with another guy after I had too much to drink...hm

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- " Sifu, teach me how to do backshot please =( "

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
- Er..

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
- Report to mumzilla!

7. If she/he become your lover, she has to improve on..
- nothing

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
- i'm ignorant

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
- bully you

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
- independent

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
- corny, act funny, tries to be funny, not funny, most of the time has nothing much to say, alcoholic.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- ermmm, skeptical, not you liang...

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- laziness

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- Ken Lim Wee Kian

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
- Hi, I'm fine too. Hope you're having fun. If you're facing any difficulties out there, I'm always here to listen. =)

In safe hands

2008-10-06T14:24:00.003+08:00

"A seven-year-old boy was at the center of a London courtroom drama yesterday when he challenged a court ruling over who should have custody of him. The boy has a history of being beaten by his parents and the judge initially awarded custody to his aunt, in keeping with child custody law and regulations requiring that family unity be maintained to the degree possible.

The boy surprised the court when he proclaimed that his aunt beat him more than his parents and he adamantly refused to live with her. When the judge then suggested that he live with his grandparents, the boy cried out that they also beat him.

After considering the remainder of the immediate family and learning that domestic violence was apparently a way of life among them, the judge took the unprecedented step of allowing the boy to propose who should have custody of him. After two recesses to check legal references and confer with child welfare officials, the judge granted temporary custody to Tottenham Hotspur Football Club whom the boy firmly believes are incapable of beating anyone."

So, It's a century of goals.

2008-10-02T13:13:00.003+08:00

Awesomenese, Captain Marvel!

Thanks!

So, It's Raya Time!

2008-09-30T11:06:00.002+08:00

I'd like to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all. Well, most of us don't celebrate, but we have a long weekend ahead which I've been looking forward to for sometime already.

Okay, Selamat Hari Raya all!

Say no to Racism *cough*.

So, sorry..

2008-09-28T23:51:00.003+08:00

I just wanna express my very very sincere apologies to my friends. Because I've been a bitch for the pass few weeks. I've not answered many calls, sms, invites and lied. I know I get a lot of "Fucker, call you don't want to pick up", and many "Nowadays, lansi la fuck!". I'm really really sorry for whomever I've ditched, or put them into difficult situations which only brought benefits to myself.

Sometimes, I just don't know what to do. Sometimes, I just wanna be alone. Sometimes, I've already promised somebody else to go somewhere on that very day. Like Wernie said, "You're an old man trapped in a young man's body.." Sorry guys, I definitely like to hang out more.

Sorry...

So, I is tagged

2008-09-26T11:14:00.008+08:00

Tagged by Rileen Aya Chua Guey Ling

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
- friends

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
- mmmmm, non-bimbo i hope

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
- humoungus yam!

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- wanna see my humoungus yam?

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
- not touch the humoungus yam

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
- unattach the humoungus yam

7. If she/he become your lover, she has to improve on..
- don't know yet la..

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
- i'm annoying

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
- annoy them

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
- should be cute and fun!

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
- act shy, corny, act funny, tries to be funny, not funny

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- confidence

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- laziness

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- Ken Lim Wee Kian

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
- Hi, I'm fine too. Hope you're having fun. If you're facing any difficulties out there, I'm always here to listen. =)

- Hi, looking forward to meeting you again! Thank God you don't read my blog! XD

- Hi, Jerm, you're an epic tard t(--t)

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Dammit, can't wait for Phuket!

So, it's been a year since.

2008-09-22T10:01:00.005+08:00

Yep, it's been a year since my very first post. With about 12,000 views in my counter now, which also means an average of 1,000 views a month, and approximately 30 a day. And I think I have about 15 regular viewer and maybe 5 stumble upons monthly. So that makes up to, erm, averagely, erm, you guys drop in here 1.5 times everyday?? Wow, analytical no? That's basically my job la in Mattel... -__-

Last month, this exact date, was my very own convocation. When I was there for Liang's and other friends whom I've not met for some 2,000 years, I can't help but to think back what I've done for a year since the graduation.

So what did I do? Hm..

Okay, since my last paper in June, and expecting to attend a convocation, I decided to chill for sometime before looking for a job. But I did prepare my resume, and applied for some jobs. Went to some interview, but no success there.

Back in Malacca, it was a routine. Waking up at noon, maybe lunch, and playing games till the evening, then "evening tea" at Kuih. Then, summoned by mother to have dinner at home, then leaves again for another limteh/yamchar session. And adjourns to the nearest cyber cafe. A post-game yam char session is then again held. Goes home 3 or later in the morning, and same thing again the next noon.

Pretty routine la until I went to Singapore and back. Then I realise, fuck, I can't do this anymore, it's already been 5 freaking months. I started to panic, so I went online started applying even more.

And got a job with the fucking Koreans end of December 2007. Yea, no annual leave...shit. Didn't do much there, had a shitty experience of travelling through the massive jams, dodgy housing areas, and chatting on the MSN all day long.

I couldn't stay there any longer, life in that company was too easy. Started applying for jobs again with their computer and internet. And now here I am, a new job. 2 months in, already pro rated 3.5 days annual leave XD. A more dynamic working environment, working along younger and more driven people.

Okay, boring eh?

Over the last weekend, I ditched my good friend. Sorry Aaron, but I finally met her. HAHA!

=)

So, it's picture time!

2008-09-18T11:54:00.004+08:00

Hello all, this is me! Overexposed!!

This is Kenny, with some shit down his throat.

The effect of the shit!

This is Julian's QQ doll to attract chicks, no success so far.

So, It's You'll Never Walk Alone

2008-09-14T22:26:00.004+08:00

Yes, like all of you know, last Saturday was a big day for all football fans. Doesn't really matter which team you're supporting. Heck, even non-football supporting people are affected, (Eg. Sharon got stucked in a jam due to viewers...haha). It's such a big hoo-haa because it's a match between the two rivals which has been long anticipated.

I saw a gathering held by a group of Liverpool fans online. So we decided to join them and watch the game with some beer instead of sitting at home and only the few of us cheering the team on from millions of miles away. When we arrived in Hartamas, the street was red, because both side also red la thats why.

We proceded to Breakers, there were flags, banners, Liverbird tattoos on the forearm, and big screen projectors. Before the match begin, You'll Never Walk Alone was sung by us, so loud, it overpowered the giant speakers next to the screen. It was immense.

I won't talk about the game. So here are the pictures.

When we scored, I see a sea of red boucing behind me, You'll Never Walk Alone was again sung after the game. It was an hell of a experience to have viewed the games with the reds of Malaysia. Heck, even Julian who doesn't watch football enjoyed the game because of the fans! I told him, you'll never see this kind of fans in other clubs.

You'll Never Walk Alone.

So, what?

2008-09-12T11:29:00.004+08:00

It's Jon!

It's Gary!

It's Eugene!

It's Liang!

It's Nic!

It's Gonna Rain!

No, It's Not!

It's Doggy!

Jeng Jeng Jeng!

So, I watched another movie recently.

2008-09-10T15:46:00.007+08:00

I bet you saw it coming Jerm! HAHAQQ.

Anyway the movie, Green Street Hooligan, is about football hooliganism in England. Matt (played by Elijah Wood a.k.a Frodo Baggins) was dropped out of Harvard in a journalism course and went on to London to seek for his sister's help.

He later met a group of West Ham United supporters, who calls themselves GSE (Green Street Elite). Being a goodie boy himself, Matt has never ever involved in a fight and has found joy of beating up supporters, or hooligans of other football clubs.

Soon found himself accepted by the "community" as they not many English wants any Yanks around them. And the story goes on from there. After watching this movie, you feel like puching some shit out of somebody.

I highly recommend this movie to anyone, except haemophobics. Hehe. And for girls definitely would love this movie because of Charlie Hunnam. Never heard of him? Google it then.

Trailer:

Rating time!

I give 4.5 Pees out of 5!

Because Ken loves me...

2008-09-09T00:47:00.009+08:00

He allowed me to post on his blog.

The reason why I'm blogging here is because I needed more blog readers to read what I'm about to write.
Pictures were taken from his new kickass camera and Ken was one of my subjects.

Julian Chow Meng Hoe once tried to piggy-back Ken and Ah Liang at the same time but he couldn't Pushmore.
For those of you who've been reading Julian's blog you'll know the type of workout regime he goes through on a weekly basis but, his chicken legs couldn't handle the combined weight of Ken and Ah Liang despite the vigorous workout.
I told him that no matter how much he trains his chicken legs, he'll never be stronger than me. The bastard doubted the strength of my pistons-like leg muscles! So he challenged me to piggy-back Ken and Ah Liang.

NOT ONLY DID I MANAGE TO DO THAT. I WALKED A FEW STEPS WITH THE GUYS ON ME!
(I know it's gay but they all loved it)

Julian either needs to Pushmore, or do what I do, 'eat, sleep, eat, shit, eat, repeat'.

"Let's go, boys!"

Ah Liang: "Ken, you're going to enjoy this"

Julian: "I'm not worthy"

Julian tried (again) and poor Liang fell (again). Shouldn't have trusted those chicken legs (again).

Additional photo:

So, seriously, how time really really flies!

2008-09-08T16:54:00.010+08:00

Okay reading a post at thestrawberries, and the picture reminds me how fast time flies. It's has already been a year since my very own convo.

Hehe, pic stolen..

Anyways, I shall keep this post short, as I've a rather longer post on the way. Another thing is I have really bad memory. I've been catching up with a friend and I can't remember nuts of how we got to know each other. It's only been 5 years or so...dammit..

P.S: P's a bitch.

So, a movie review time!

2008-09-02T13:32:00.012+08:00

Since Julian did a movie review and I have not been updating. I ran out of ideas la! I'll do 1 review also la. And I'm gonna do this PunPunRider style.

Maybe I have expresso how much I disliked chick flicks. They are like so boring, same plots like over and over like again. Oh shit, bimbo alert! They fall in love, they fall out, then they met other people and realised they are more suitable for each other or otherwise. That's all! Dammit!

Okay, I watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall yesterday starring Jason Segel(you might recognise him from How I Met Your Mother) and his little brother. Kirsten Bell (from Heroes, Hanzo calls her "electricity girl" LOL), Mila Kunis (hotness from The 70's Show). It was same la the plot. Only, funnier, way funnier compared to The Heartbreak Kid, Good Luck Chuck, and other similar movies.

Some funny shit! Spoiler alert:

"What's wrong Pete?"
"What's wrong?! Maybe, you broke my heart into a million pieces, my cock doesn't want to be around you anymore!"

"I need to have my P in someone's V, and B my L on somebody's Ts"
"No, you need to B your L in her V to get a B-A-B-Y" ROFL...

And PunPunRider review style...

I give 3 Jermies out of 5 to Forgetting Sarah Marshall.

So, who does McD hate?

2008-08-28T15:27:00.002+08:00

hmmm...

So, I didn't go to Pushmore...Again!

2008-08-25T20:20:00.005+08:00

Haha!!

Okay la, fine. I'm not gonna give stupid excuses. Erm, here are the excuses.

Even if I went to the trial workout today, I won't join this month. So quite potong stim rite.

I went to badminton instead! =)

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So, I tagged myself!

2008-08-21T16:30:00.009+08:00

Haha, today office damn quiet la. Not many people around so I just bloghopping and was reading through Victor's -ex-unimate, current band member- blog. Saw some post that he was tagged and I haven't been tagged for some time already :(

So being the tak malu cunt that I am. I do la! haha.

Get to know me better you...all of you!!

Layer One: On the outside
Name: Ken Lim
Birth Date: 27 June 1985
Current Status: Single
Eye colour: dark brown
Hair colour: Brack
Righty or lefty: righty
Zodiac sign: Cancer is good shit!

Layer Two: On the inside
Your Heritage: Cina beng
Your Fears: Broke
Your Weaknesses: Laziness, no self control
Your Perfect Pizza: All MEAT and as much Cheese as possible. Some onions. That's it

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: Shit, what time is it?
Your Bedtime: about 1 am
Your Most Missed Memory: Performing with RHC.

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Always been Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Both, if only burger king has delivery services.
Single or Group Dates: Both is okay with me
Adidas or Nike: Shoes? Nike. Never will I buy another Adidas.
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chicks
Cappucinno or Coffee: Coffee

Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: Yes
Curse: Fucking Yes!

Layer Six: In the past month
Drank Alcohol: =/ yes =/
Gone to the Mall: Yea
Been on Stage: Noooooo =< =( :( Eaten Sushi: Thank god, no! Dyed Your Hair: Nope Layer Seven: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: Nope.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Maybe I didn't notice. But I wouldn't say a strong no to that

Layer Eight:
Age You're Hoping To Be Married: Never thought of it

Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour: Rainbow kaler.
Best Hair Colour: no preference
Short Hair or Long Hair: short

Layer Ten: What Were You Doing..
1 Minute Ago: Doing this shit
1 Hour Ago: Victor's blog.
4.5 Hours Ago: Lunch with colleagues
1 Month Ago: Mattel induction -___-
1 Year Ago: Bumming around in Melaka. Probably on my way to kuih now.

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: =)
I Feel: :(
I Hate: being :( and =/ and =<>Layer Twelve:
All of you la.

wa finito!

Piss!

So, I'm going to the gym today? Oh, no!

2008-08-21T09:31:00.009+08:00

Seriously, been busy la this few weeks. Really no idea of what I wanna blog. Hmm.. I've been really busy during work and after work. I'm rarely home. Maybe after P and me get the PS2 then I'll be home more often. HAHAHA!

Here's there schedule of what I did this week after work.

Monday : Band Practise
Tuesday : Futsal
Wednesday : Band Practise
Thursday : Gym, Yam Char
Friday : TBC

Omg, if you haven't noticed, there's gym! I'm going to pushmore today. There are some possibilities after today's trial workout.

I may not be able to get out of bed tomorrow
I may not be able to get out of bed tomorrow
I may not be able to get out of bed tomorrow
I may not be able to get out of bed tomorrow
I will not!!!! >.<'

Anyway, got my first pay check from Mattel, and is feeling spendthrift. Damn, that's not good. haha. My finalized wishlist before the end of 2008!! Sorted by affordability.

Liverpool 2008/2010 Home Kit

Nike Dunk SB Piet Mondrian

Pushmore Gym Membership

And of course,

Sony A300 dSLR

Hm, why do I need the dSLR? Why whould I spend so much extra for this bulky camera rather than a compact 1?

If you are really wondering. Check out this forum and take a look at their pictures. It's very /wank!!

Wa, almost all my post this month got something to do with the dSLR.

Am going to Phuket middle of October. Yay!

So, they call it "The Black Parade"?

2008-08-13T16:24:00.007+08:00

It's funny when I first heard the news yesterday. Okay, if you haven't heard or do not know what I'm talking about. It's about the UiTM students who went on a parade/demonstration against the proposal to open UiTM to non-bumi students.

It's funny because,

1. Does any non-bumis want to further their education there? Okay, maybe those who are in really hardcore financial problem. No matter hardcore poor they are, I doubt they will survive a month in there. The current students will make it hell for them from the 1st day, if the proposal were to be approved.

2. I went on to read some discussion and there was an opinion about who's gonna employ/hire/recruit this batch of students knowing they are those involved in this rally? My answer is. THE GOVERNMENT LA. DIU, WHO SOMEMORE!

3. Because they call it, THE BLACK PARADE!!!!

When I was, a young boy...

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After reading some reviews on dSLR, I'll scrap the idea of the Nikon D40 from my wishlist. Because...

Sony Alpha A200 please!! >.<

So, weekend is coming!!

2008-08-07T14:08:00.003+08:00

It's convocation time, although it's not my year anymore, I might be there to chill. Haha

And after that, it's clubbing time! w00t!

So, what do I want?

2008-08-03T14:27:00.002+08:00

I WANT!

DELL INSPIRON 1420, ONLY RM 2,499 (PC FAIR PRICE)
WITH FREE 2GB RAM UPGRADE
DONO WHY I WANT, I JUST WANT
DAMMIT!

NIKON D40 RM1,799
I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT I WANT IT!
HAHAHA

MONEY...

So, It's friday again!

2008-08-01T15:01:00.004+08:00

Picture below is funny. You've been warned!!!!

Even Funnier!

K la, maybe not that funny...maybe THIS is funny..

Cheers, have a good weekend!

So, we were bored on Saturday

2008-07-30T10:28:00.012+08:00

And we were feeling adventurous, curious, and wasn't thinking straight (as usual), because we went to a place, where we shouldn't.

Jules, Victor (a ex-uni mate, who is also a lead guitarist now) went on an adventure to the Highland Towers. Sounds familiar? Okay, let me refresh your memory if the name is running around and fuck, you just can't recall what is it.

"The Highland Towers collapse was an apartment building (condominium) collapse that occurred on December 11, 1993, in Taman Hillview, Ulu Klang, Selangor, Malaysia. The collapse of one block caused the deaths of 48 people and led to the complete evacuation of the other two blocks due to safety concerns.
The Highland Towers were three blocks of 12-story apartment, each block was respectively named Block 1, Block 2 and Block 3. Block 1 collapsed when 10 continuous days of rainfall led to a landslide after the retaining wall at the Tower's car park failed.

After the tragedy, The Highland Towers memorial was placed at the site of Block 1.
The Highland Towers still stand today, although they are now almost completely overgrown by the Jungle. In recent years, they have been the site of much vandalism and the buildings are now in almost complete disarray and ruin. Rather eerily, the abandoned towers continue to loom out of the green density of the jungle, looking out over the Taman Hillview area."

/wiki

So, I volunteered to drive and after a quick glance at wikimapia.org, I recognised the MRR2 stretch, but couldn't really remember the exit. We called up some people who might be familiar with the way, and we were warned, not once, but twice, to not go there. lol.

We went pass the posh housing area, and damn, couldn't find a road or entrance. We were only able to see the towers from a distance away. Even it was quite far, the scene of the abandoned building was unbelievable. It was dark, quiet due to a really rich, and secluded area. We stopped at a junction, the towers were on our left. We looked, and looked, and was in the midst of "how the hell did that happened".

While they were busy looking at the towers on our left, as a driver, I kept turning to my right to keep guard. If something were to appear and surprise us on my window or shits like that lol.

Victor wasn't satisfied, he wanted to get a closer look, so we went through any exit, junction, where there's road, we masuk only la. But to no avail, partly, I was kinda scared too. Then we went to a place called Jalan Pimping. But seriously, the houses, cars, even the guards are really pimped. This is the first time I've seen a brand new Nissan GTR-35 parked outside of the house under a "atap roof parking lot". How pimped is that now. =/

/n

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Oh, and oh, good news. Yea, it's football related,

Now, Spurs can definitely be optimistic and buy David Villa and so on. LOL

So, It's Friday!

2008-07-25T14:51:00.002+08:00

w00t!

Let's emo!

So, why haven't I been updating recently.

2008-07-24T10:07:00.003+08:00

Mainly because,

I'm not that emotional (LOL)
I'm not as boring in the office
I do not have much to say lo...

Anyway, I've been touching my bass guitar recently, I just restringed it yesterday and I probably think that I've bought the wrong thickness. Haha, it's been so long since I touched my guitar, I couldn't even restring it properly, it was a mess. Tonight is jamming night. w00t. Oh, and I haven't practised. >.<

Work has been treating me well. Colleagues are fun and nice to hang out with. Most of us went to watch Batman : The Dark Night yesterday since DC Comics figurine are licensed to Mattel, and everyone in the office today is constantly repeating the "Why so serious?" tagline. -_-

And another good thing is for one whole week, I've only traveled 130km. That is how near my work is from home. Haha!

P.s. P's a bastard.

So, upon request!

2008-07-18T15:38:00.002+08:00

Upon a special request or demand for an update in kornyken, I'm forced to update my blog -__-

Okay, I'll update you guys on what I've been doing since coming back to work in Mattel.

First off, I'm only 1km away from office. Which only takes me 3minutes to arrive at office if i were to leave at 800-820am, and takes about 7minutes if I were to leave at about 830am. That is how near I am. So, one of my senior said to me "So, there's no such thing as 'caught in jam' for you eh?"
Ah, I can't report late to work with a good excuse. Or rather, a standard excuse.

Yes, I'm currently at home now because since in the HQ in the States, it is voted as no. 70 in the top 100 companies to work for. It only counts in the HQ and not in their other marketing, manufacturing, logistics branches around the world. However, we are trying to get there, to be as close as the HQ, in terms of employee working experience and satisfaction. That's what I've been told. That is why on Fridays of the 2nd and 3rd week of the month, we have only 1/2 day to work. However, there's a catch, of course. We have to compensate the hours lost on the Fridays mentioned and work 1 hour extra on the Mondays-Thursdays, where the particular Fridays are in place.

This was the very 1st week I start, and I was immediately introduce to my direct reporting manager, who is new in Mattel as well. He was in P&G for 8 years. And from what I've seen so far, there are many of the managers here are all from the FMCG industry. My commercial director himself was a big time player in the FMCG industry. I'm guessing they are wanting to transform the toy industry to move as fast as the everyday need products in the market.

And during the ~1month long orientation, I'm being introduced to different departments, what role do they play in the company, who do they report to, to which department they pass their work to, and to which other departments they are linked to. Basically just, how the organization is being run here.

And of course, lots of toys. Batman action figures, hotwheels, and many other interesting toys that are displayed in their conference room. And they were all anticipating this particular Fisher-Price product which will be launched next month. I've seen the demo unit myself. It is nicely done, a more advanced version of Tickle Me Elmo. The video below is the prototype unit showcased in some toy fair back in February. The demo unit is not as "flimsy" or "loose" neither the cords connected to Elmo's ass.

Check this out.

So, The Ataris?

2008-07-13T12:52:00.005+08:00

Yes, I believe they write the best pop-punk love songs.

Been listening to them since I was 16. When high-school crush don't give no shit about you. You listen to Ataris dammit! And jam their songs! HAHA. Some say, the are too whiny

Today I woke up. Checked my external hard disk for songs. Found this 2 songs and decided to tell you guys about it. Used to listen to them over and over again. They still sound so good.

Last night I had a dream that we went to Disneyland,
Went on all the rides, didn't have to wait in line.
I drove you to your house where we stared up at the stars
I listened to your heartbeat as I held you in my arms.

We hung out at the rainbow where we drank til' half past two.
Nothing could go wrong anytime that I'm with you.
Like crashing a hotel room or leading up to that first kiss
Or searching for a high school that you know doesn't exist...

These are the things that make me free
I feel like I'm stuck in "stand by me"
This night was too good to be true.

Today I woke up alone wishing you were here with me,
I wanted us to be something that we'd probably never be.
Today you called me up and said you'd see me at our show,
But now I'm stuck debating if I even wanna go.

Whitney, don't you understand that what I say is true?
I just want you to know I have a major crush on you.
I'd drive you to Las Vegas and do the things you wanna do
I'd even have Wayne Newton dedicate a song to you.

I only wish that this could be
Just dump your boyfriend and go out with me
I swear I'd treat you like a queen.

Wow, am I stuck in the teenage shit? Fuck! No, seriously, I'm not. But hell, this is a good song la.

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Been drinking a lot this week in Malacca. It was a good week. Awooga me now!!

So, what have I been doing in Melaka?

2008-07-12T11:24:00.002+08:00

Kk, let's start off with what we do best in Malacca.

We EAT. I've basically dipped my tongue into Malacca's very own "nice and cheap" food. You see, as Malaccans, we find cheap food. It does not have to be served on a nice plate, nice table, air conditioned room. We eat next to a busy street, under zing roofs, and beside the drain. HAHAHA, beat that NAO!

Well, other than food, we drink! We tani! This 2 months has been almost tani weekends almost every weekend. And during my holiday this week. We drank, hmm, lets just say, we drank at 5pm on a Friday, they then proceeded to their badminton, and then clubbing, which in other words, drinking again.

Omg, are we gonna drink again tonight? Since Hanzo and Rocky the spartans are back!

Ten ten ten!!

So, should I update my blog?

2008-07-08T09:40:00.000+08:00

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kthxbai!

So, erm, yea.

2008-07-04T09:12:00.004+08:00

Didn't sleep last night.

What he said, got me thinking, the whole night.

Am I doing what I wanted to do?
Do I know where I'm heading?
Do I know who I want to be?
Do I have any fucking idea, why am I even here?

FUCKING HELL!

I don't even know who I am after repeatedly questioning myself.
How am I supposed to know the answers to the questions.
I don't know where am I heading to at this moment.
I have no fucking idea, at all.
I don't know what am I gonna do next.
I don't have a plan.
I don't have no clue where am I gonna advance from Mattel.
I seriously have no clue, seriously...

And I know no one can help me except myself.

FUCK!

So, what happens if you masturbate

2008-07-02T09:45:00.004+08:00

Well, have you ever wondered? What will happen? The illustration below will tell you exactly what will happen.

Click to view larger image

And the effect of this illustration is as below;

LOL

So, I'm 23 now

2008-07-01T13:17:00.013+08:00

Yes, the number is now 23. People seem to be surprised when I tell them I'm 23. Mainly because they thought I was older. Maybe I look "wise". LOL.

So, what did I do on my birthday. On 27th June itself, went out with an old friend. Because drinking on a Friday night is a no-no to me anymore as I'll get pissed after little drinks. What happened the day after was a blast. If I can recall. We went to Libra and had a shooter each before hopping to GoGo ktv. Liang being a good friend, scammed me into drinking almost all of the 2 pax of don't know what flaming.

I totally forgot what happened after 1 a.m.

Well, there was no camera on that day, so thank god for camera phones! We sang, drank, ate, smashed cake, and hugged. And oh yea, there was a guy getting head in the toilet. That was quite a highlight of the evening as well.

Alright let the pics tell "the" thousand words.

Liang is a cheating cunt!

The booze, and toast.

The bros, nic is damn excited, and spot the lobster

LOL

The chicks

Liang ninja-ed me with cake

Yes, cake in my left ear as well

The bros, ju is missing

Can't remember what happened here

It was an awesome night out. For more pics, clicky.

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Recently many things had happened to my friends and me. Some are good, some are bad. Well for the good ones, I'm more than happy for them who will embark a new adventure in life.

And as for those who's going through a harder time, please remember that, things will get better at one point, and no matter how bad it is, it all happened for a reason. And there will always be someone who'll be more than willing to be there for you.

I gained this believe when I spoke to someone wiser, and, seriously, thanks for your advice. You know who you are.

Youll Never Walk Alone - Gerry And The Pacemakers

When you walk through a storm
hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm is a golden sky

And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.

Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart

And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.

So, what are pimps?

2008-06-27T09:01:00.004+08:00

What are pimps? From Wiki, it says

"A pimp finds and manages clients for prostitutes and engages them in prostitution (in brothels in most cases and some cases street prostitution) in order to profit from their earnings."

Pimps usually have very odd dressing, well, at least to me it is!

Below are some of them in their awesomeness.

Well, not too long ago, we played an online web based game called Ogame. We had a guild called "Intergalactic Whoremongers". Hm, who else can come with these kind of names other than you know who.

You don't know? He was our pimp. We were his whores. Come back later to check it out!

You're gonna like it. Fo'sho!

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Check this out!

The master of all pimps!

Pics edited by Kenny Fernandez.

So, conspiracy?

2008-06-24T10:02:00.006+08:00

This is fascinating!

Okay, movie review time.

I'm one of them who never believes everything the newspaper, or any other media tell us. I believe in cover-ups. I believe in conspiracy theory. It's not that I'm into researching them, but I like to know maybe, there is a chance that it happens because there are other reasons to it.

It really caught my attention when Discovery Channel showed the episode where they never went to the moon in 1969. It was all faked and staged. That was went I really start to wonder. Hmm.

Then came,

So a few years back, I watched Farenheit 911.

It was good, but not as good as Loose Change, which I just got hold of last week. The difference between Farenheit 911 and Loose Change is that the former focuses more on the President and what, why, how he supported the incident.As for Loose Change it is more to, why of the why it happened.

And theories of how they determined the building SHOULD NOT collapse by itself. How the Pentagon was hit and there was no evidence of any aircraft hitting the building. How United 93, the last commercial airliner crashed and there wasn't much debris left.

Here goes, take a look at the trailer of Loose Change.

hmm???

So, we went to Newman party

2008-06-19T08:36:00.003+08:00

After a few pints of Guiness and a few glasses of Martell.

I FUCKING LOST MY FUCKING PHONE!

CIBAI! I'M ANGRY! MY PHONE! NO MORE!

Goodbye Little Mr. Nokia 6500 Slide Black. :(

I dedicate this song to you my little black friend.

=(

So, the tattoo design

2008-06-18T13:35:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking of getting 1 for sometime. But there wasn't any idea, design, and also the budget yet.

But after a thorough discussion of what's in the design that can neutralize my gayness. Jules and I came up with some samples and added, minus some effects, element, which again is to neutralize my gayness.

And he came up with this.

I'd say I'm impressed! It will need some modification and colour from the tattoo artist himself to enhance the graphic. But yea, I like it. Thank you so very much.

As a token of appreciation, I might have your signature tattooed as well. XD

So, this is my life story

2008-06-16T11:47:00.004+08:00

Oh of course I'm not gonna bore you with my life story.

In response to this post here.I guess I'm gonna receive hell plenty of requests for Barbies and Hotwheels. And of course I don't mine giving them out provided I have the benefits of what they are giving me.

It's kinda fun though to be able to extort friends who craves for Barbies, Sesame Street and Hotwheels. I look forward to getting free Chili Pan Mee, Bak Kut Tehs, and other benefits in return. Hehe.

And I told Jules about the "whatever happened, happens for a reason" theory on our way back to KL. It's fun to be driving back to Melaka, and back to KL again with someone you can talk to. Gossip and shit.

So back to the theory. After I told him, I don't know if he digested the theory. And I thought to myself.

-What would've happened if I didn't choose to work part-time in Coffee Bean?
-What would've happened if I never knew you?
-What would've happened to me if I were to continues my studies in Cyberjaya?
-What would've happened to me if I were to attend this interview?
-What would've happened if I..

Like they always say, forget the what ifs.

But you can never stop me from believing, and living in memories.

Yes I'm always looking back. Looking back at the moments which I could have changed, so that I'll be more careful in the steps I'm about to take in the future.

kthxbai.

So, how retarded is Nic?

2008-06-11T15:10:00.006+08:00

In a related topic to Jules post here.

This pretty much sums a retarded bro and best friend.

LOL

So, we went to Sunway Pyramid

2008-06-10T10:11:00.007+08:00

The actual purpose to go there was to find Nic's pair of checkered shoes. We found his shoes not long after that.

Ate some real fattening donuts, cuci mata, walked into a Nike Concept store.

We were just window shopping and admiring the kicks, when this stupid promoter came to tell us there's a 30% off all items and it was the last day.

This is my 5th pair of sneakers now. And is very broke this month.

Anyway, I'll be "organizing" a karaoke session in Malacca on the 28th June in conjunction of me turning 23.

Please drop a message, or ring me if you're coming!

Over the weekend, I watched Any Given Sunday (1999), and Remember The Titans (2000).

Any Given Sunday

Remember The Titans

Both of them are casted with the most talented actors. Both about football. Al Pacino in the former and Denzel Washington in the latter. And the speech given by Al Pacino was second to none.

Check this out if you're demotivated.

I would say I'd prefer Remember The Titans more. It's about how 2 different races in a city come together.

Sorry, nothing much to talk about thus far. Bye.

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What great influence and impact this show is to me. Especially this particular moment of the show.

So, today is your birthday!

2008-06-07T13:32:00.003+08:00

It's Liangz0r-Liangness-Harry-Ah Liang-Black Hole's Birthday today.

Happy 23. I wish you have more awoogas than last year!

Have a good year.

Liang : Touch Ma Bodeh
Ken : w00t!

So, who's your worst enemy?

2008-06-06T14:17:00.002+08:00

Went for lunch with a bro. He said,

"When the enemy you meet, is yourself, you're FUCKED".

I guess it's very true as on the 31st of May, approximately 8.30pm. I met my very own 18-yea-old-self. Oh well, I shall be strong and not let him haunt me for long.

Anyway, it's nice to have someone you can talk to at lunch rather than colleagues who just keeps on talking about work and tell you what a "foholding" agent is.

And of course, I've been sentimental over the past few days. And if you're my friend. Please accept my jiwangness. Thanks!

So, the havoc after 5.30 P.M yesterday.

2008-06-05T16:58:00.004+08:00

Yea, AS YOU KNOW, I'M A MAN. oh, sorry, wrong start.

As you all know, the price of fuel has went up. Announced at 5.30p.m yesterday. What a great time to announce right? I took more than 1 hour to go home because all the roads are filled with cars trying to make sure their tanks are full.

I decided not to join them. I went for dinner. And thought, my full tank now is ~RM60. Next full tank will be ~RM84. Bah, okay, I'll go after dinner. Jumped into the bandwagon and pumped. This is the first time in my life, so many people are watching me fuel up. lol. Took me another hour to get in line, fill up and go.

And took half day UNPAID leave today. Went for another interview at Lien Hoe Tower along Persiaran Tropicana. Guess who's coming to PJ? w00t. The most anticipated person to move to PJ eh? Thanks Thanks!

I promise to give all of you Barbie Dolls as birthday presents. kk?

Okay. Goodbye Koreans!

P.S this is not my car

So, erm, er, miracles what?

2008-06-03T12:14:00.007+08:00

Do you believe in miracles? Has it happened to you or your loved ones?

I don't know if you come to know the existence of this site.

But, the weekend was great.

Thanks =)

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Retards

So, May is definitely not my month

2008-05-30T14:42:00.003+08:00

So many unfortunate events had happened to me this month.

1. I already bribed the cops 3 fucking times. RM20 each time. argh
2. Got a small dent at my left door. I don't even know how I got it. Argh!
3. You.
4. Went to Penang and back in 1 day. Claims 41cents per km. 840km. ARFGH!

Just came back from lunch with Mr. Hanzo. Ate some very fat char siu. So fat, I'm so sleepy and lazy now.

Hm, don't really know what to blog about these days. So, since its so short, maybe I'll make it a little longer for you guys to read.

.ɹǝʌǝʍoɥ sʇuǝp ou .sǝɥɔʇɐɹɔs ɹoظɐɯ ɥʇıʍ ɹǝp1noɥs ǝɥʇ uo buıʇuɐ1s ʇɟǝ1 'ʎʇdɯǝ ʎpɐǝɹ1ɐ 'snq ɐ 'uo ɹǝʇɐ1 .ɹouıɯ buıɥʇǝɯos sɐʍ ʇı ʇɥbnoɥʇ ı os .uǝɹıs ou .ǝuǝɔs ǝɥʇ buıʌɐǝ1 ǝɔuɐ1nqɯɐ uɐ ʍɐs ı ʇsɹıɟ

.ǝɯ ɟo ʇuoɹɟ uı sʇɥbı1 pǝɹ ǝɯos ʎ1ǝɹɐq puɐ 'ɹǝpıʌıp ǝɥʇ 'ǝuı1 ǝɥʇ ǝǝs ʎ1uo uɐɔ ı .ǝɯ ɟo ʇuoɹɟ uı ɹɐɔ ǝɥʇ ǝǝs ʎ1pɹɐɥ uɐɔ ı 'ʎʌɐǝɥ os sɐʍ uıɐɹ ǝɥʇ .ʎɐʍɥbıɥ ɥodı-1ʞ ǝɥʇ buo1ɐ ʇuǝpıɔɔɐ-ʇsod ɐ pǝssǝuʇıʍ ı

.pɐoɹ ǝɥʇ ɟo ǝpıs ǝʇısoddo ǝɥʇ ʇɐ ǝɔɐ1d ʞooʇ ʇuǝpıɔɔɐ ǝɥʇ .ʞoo1 ɐ ǝʞɐʇ puɐ doʇs oʇ ɥodǝʞ ʇsnɯ ǝʍ 'suɐısʎɐ1ɐɯ sɐ puɐ ʇuǝpıɔɔɐ 11ɐɯs ǝɯos uǝǝq ǝʌɐɥ ʇsnɯ ʇı ʇɥbnoɥʇ ı .ʇ1ɐɥ ɐ oʇ ʇuǝʍ ɔıɟɟɐɹʇ ǝ1oɥʍ ǝɥʇ 'uǝppns ɐ ɟo 11ɐ

.ɹǝʌǝʍoɥ sʇuǝp ou .sǝɥɔʇɐɹɔs ɹoظɐɯ ɥʇıʍ ɹǝp1noɥs ǝɥʇ uo buıʇuɐ1s ʇɟǝ1 'ʎʇdɯǝ ʎpɐǝɹ1ɐ 'snq ɐ 'uo ɹǝʇɐ1 .ɹouıɯ buıɥʇǝɯos sɐʍ ʇı ʇɥbnoɥʇ ı os .uǝɹıs ou .ǝuǝɔs ǝɥʇ buıʌɐǝ1 ǝɔuɐ1nqɯɐ uɐ ʍɐs ı ʇsɹıɟ

.ɹɐɔ ǝɥʇ uı sɐʍ ʎpoqou .uǝǝɹɔspuıʍ ǝɹoɯ ou .ɹǝpıʌıp ǝɥʇ oʇuı "pǝʞɔns" sɐʍ ɹɐɔ ǝɥʇ ɟo ʇuoɹɟ ǝ1oɥʍ ǝɥʇ .sso1 1ɐʇoʇ ɐ sɐʍ ɹɐɔ ǝɥʇ .ʇɥbnoɥʇ ı ʇɐɥʍ s,ʇɐɥʇ ."uɐpǝs" ǝɥʇ uǝɥʇ
This

Here's a video!

So, this is the underrated band

2008-05-23T13:31:00.005+08:00

Was browsing through Youtube this morning and hopping between videos, stumbled upon this 1.

They are one of the most influential to bands these days. Well, I regard them as one no matter how. They are so good, none of the bands these days can do a good cover of their song.

Which brings me back to my highschool days' music.

Ah, pop-punks anyone? I miss my guitar! RHC FTW!

Too bad, nowadays I listen to mostly these kind of songs.

I know, i know some of you may feel , but she's very And because The Cure > Most band these days.

So, erm, Thank you.

2008-05-15T12:04:00.000+08:00

Thank you.

So, the football season has come to an end.

2008-05-14T11:35:00.005+08:00

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So, the football season has come to an end.

And they went for holidays!

Here they are!

Manchester United

Chelsea

Arsenal

Liverpool

So, it's the end of an era

2008-05-13T13:47:00.005+08:00

I never believed in horoscopes. Horoscopes are so general that people who believe it find for reasons to have a relation to it, doesn't matter it's daily, monthly, love, business, or whatever.

Until recently, so many things have occurred in such short time. My closest friends, my family, and myself. I don't know. Am I finding myself a reason to read the daily horoscopes?! Bah!

Damn you stupid horoscopes!

Here's a song for all of you!

I love you!

=/

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Del Sol Motivations

So, I stepped on a weighing scale

2008-05-12T11:33:00.009+08:00

Yesterday, was a rather usual Sunday, went over Sparta in the province in Kota Damansara. After having some Malaysian Champion Hainanese Chicken Rice, headed back to Sparta to chill.

Guess what there was a weighing scale. Without hesitation, I stepped on it. ZOMG! 77-78KG ONLY! >.< First thought, cannot be, must be some scammer scale. So asked Kenny to test it. He's ~75kg. Which is his normal weight. o.O What have I done to myself?!

Damn I lost over 7~8kg in just 2 months. Without exercise, or weight loss programmes. Wow, supper must be the killer. FYI, have stopped taking supper since, many months ago.

Boring work day as usual. It's even more boring because the HQ is in South Korea. And it's a public holiday there. There's technically nothing much to do now. I'm dieing I tell you.

Sometimes, when someone is already trying to survive on their own, how can another person be so cruel to kick me on my head, when I'm already helpless. I just need something or someone to make support me. No?

No more emos! Move on boy!

Alrights, yes yes Aaron, your team has won the Premiership, I'm not disheartened that my team are trophyless this season as I'm looking forward for the next 1. To be honest, Man Utd has been playing so well this season, no one can touch them.

Gary, it's okay, Tottenham still mid-table. It's okay. They will crash into the top 4 next season.

not.

On the sidenote, Torres has just broken Ruud Van Nilsterooy's record as the highest scoring foreign player in the league. With a total of 24 goals. Van Nilsterooy had 23.

Fear Him.

Or him

LOLOLOL

Then, I found a picture. The responses says it all. Thanks!

And more comment from the most perv of all pervs.

And more....

Kenny knew it was coming, but couldn't resist!

Toughest nut to crack.

2008-05-09T18:33:00.001+08:00

NEXT WEEK! YOWZA

So, sometimes, we play The Ballz Game

2008-05-08T12:02:00.012+08:00

What is The Ballz Game. Basically, it's short and simple. And nobody will ever win this game. EVER.

It's simple. With an example of a real life situation which happens once in a while. Last time we played. Someone lost. It went like this.

Someone : What's up with us and the "Ballz" thing.

Everyone else : YEA BALLZ!!!

Someone else : Okay Okay, let's try not to use it anymore!

Everyone else : KKK!

Awkward silence for some moment.

Someone trying
to start a
conversation : Saw that movie? Damn cool sial!(Very careful)

Julian : YEA BALLZ DAMN COOL. EH? argh! WTF! Does push-ups with anger!

AWKWARD SILENCE IN THE WORLD TODAY!

Julian :

Okay, I'm just bored. and lonely.

Hm, wow, I've been blogging almost everyday now. Though I do not have as many readers. =(

So by next week, I'll complete my ICE stages. (Finally). And there will be some other stuff that I need/may not need in life.

Here's the check list:

1. Liverpool Jersey CHECKZ0R!!

2. A bag to work

3. Perfume

4. Wallet

5. Ipod (too cool for me, and I do not need it, but I want it)

6. Camera (don't need it, no time for it, but I want it)

7. More short pants!

8. NEW LAPTOP!!!

9. new life. i'm

Me.

Monologues

2008-05-07T11:01:00.005+08:00

Movies I like best are the ones played with monologues. With a background voice of and actor/actresses playing the movie or play at the same time. I enjoy watching these movies more than any others as they might reflect more on a true story rather than just another story.

Below are some of the favourites. Oh well, they are the only monologues I've watched, and I love all of them.

American History X (1998)

A story about 2 brothers. The elder 1 being a neo Nazi skinhead, anti black people, jews, the system, almost everything else, and a hero to his younger brother. Being the elder 1, realizes that all he has done was never worth anything and is trying to prevent his brother from following the same path.

Movie played by 2 of the most underrated actors, Edward Norton and Edward Furlong (remember him from Terminator 2?).

Moving on will be,

SLC Punk (1998)

A movie about 2 punks, doesn't really care about anything else except for the Punk culture in Salt Lake City. 1 of them, studied Law, just to beat the system. It's more to a comedy until the very last 15 minutes of the movie.

Of course there will be,

Fight Club (1999)

This movie is so good, words can't really explain the sypnosis. If you haven't watch this, go watch it.

Just watched this yesterday night. It's certainly not as good as the above 3 I've watched. But it's still very interesting.

Dear Wendy (2005)

A story about 1 young man who was given a small handgun. Had some strange feeling and was really drawn to it. Together with his best buddy, they founded a group called The Dandies. It all started with the interest only with the weapon. Later on, they developed to also have the interest in using them to show who's in control.

Read some reviews on this as well. Have yet to watch it. It sounds awesome.
Trainspotting (1996)

So, I'm bored. And went to Facebook.

2008-05-06T11:53:00.014+08:00

Then, I went to Friendster! And kept editing!

YOWZA!

-.-

WHAT?!

No, I didn't edit mine, I'm already.LOL

Tagged by Eva.

2008-05-05T10:54:00.008+08:00

The Rules
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.

- Used to hate everything. Was a punk poser during my younger days.

- Had an awesome mohawk.

- Now listens to most genres of music.

- Hates going back to Malacca knowing I'll hate it even more coming back to KL.

- Still hate people who talks with accent/slang yang melampau giler bimbo faggotish crap and fail Paris Hilton wannabe.

- Part of me said "WTF YOU NOOB, look what you've just said!"

- Part of me said, "Well done, finally you did it." When I said something I'm still not sure I'm supposed to say.

- I hate Japanese food!

Awooga!

2008-04-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

Someone in my MSN has a personal message that goes "When the fish has been served for too long, some cat might have already eaten it".

Hmm...

So, he bought a Proton BLM.

2008-04-25T12:14:00.021+08:00

Me and You

2008-04-21T20:09:00.002+08:00

2008-04-16T15:10:00.001+08:00

LOL

Ronaldo

2008-04-15T14:59:00.005+08:00

Why fans from other clubs likes Christiano Ronaldo. I personally think he's a fantastic player. But, he's arrogant, too much style which makes him more like a WWE superstar than a football player. This makes him absolutely rubbish to fans from other clubs.

I don't see as many people disliking Gerrard, Fabregas, Torres, Giggs, or Scholes.

Only Ronaldo. Here's why.

AND

=)

And, recently I, as usual with the craze of ICE, went shopping. And hopefully, this will be my final upgrade. I'm having so much fun right now. Like I said in the previous post. This is what I like. No, I LOVE IT!

Previous setup.This is my system now.

Using a sub Seas SW 300 loaned from a friend. Hehe. I'm running active with Belden 1649A RCA cables and Harmonics speaker cables.

Pictures

2008-04-10T09:57:00.002+08:00

Have you ever went around the internet for something to pass your time, but only managed to see pictures that brings uneasy feeling?

Well, I just did! It must be just me, sensitive. It feels like shit. But oh well, it's going down all the way anyway. So, I'm not going to brag about it anymore.

How's it going people? Having lots of fun in life? I hate that picture! =(

So as you all know, I'm selling my Head Unit away, posting it in a personal message, lots of people asked me, why waste so much money?

Maybe you won't understand but its something I can't resist. It's like a hobby, obsession. People usually misunderstand of what this hobby is about. It's just like any other hobby.

I'm glad at the very least, I have a hobby. Something I'm enthusiastic about. And it's Audio.

I can remember when I was very young, my dad used to have cassette player in his car. I will always play around with the equalizer settings. When my dad bought a Proton Waja, I was happy as hell because that's the first car we had with a CD player in it.

After my dad got out of his Laser Disc business, there was lots of Denon amplifiers and home theatre speakers left in the store room. I would carry them 1 by 1 into my room, figure out the speaker cables, fix them, sit right in front of them, and listen to them. =)

It's just like any other hobby, for example, why would anyone spend so much on a piece of stamp? a baseball card? a basketball card? never ending upgrade on their PCs?

And yes, maybe I'm very impatient of something that's up for sale. And it's an expensive hobby. I have a hobby, an addiction. It's not like I'm going to give this up soon and all that gadgets I own will go down the drain. It might be sell-able. If you don't appreciate it doesn't mean its bad. FFS.

Worse

2008-04-08T17:19:00.002+08:00

Friend told me, not knowing what you did wrong is far more worse than knowing what you did wrong.

Even if the action is worse for knowing what you did wrong was far more worse than what you did wrong without knowing it.

I guess I'm just ignorant. I usually don't know what I do wrong.

2008-04-03T16:26:00.004+08:00

Moved

2008-04-02T10:20:00.002+08:00

Wow, it's been sometime since I logged into blogger.

Anyways, all of you know that I have moved to "dodgy Cheras". It is dodgy I would say. Part of Cheras is dodgy. However dodgy it is. It's dodgy because the Ah Bengs and Ah Lians stay there. Not the MCs though. They stay at Wangsa Maju. >.<

I moved out from the previous house because I come to know that there are much cheaper rooms. I do not need such a huge room. I can't stand the over active golden retriever. I can't stand the pariah dog's fur all over my room.

So I went for a room hunt. Went to many places from Wangsa Maju itself, to Cheras, and also Ampang. Many rooms I've seen, many types of different environment. Different people whom you want to be housemates with. And some you do not even wanna look at them.

So this new house I've moved in, RM 200 a month. A small room just enough for my stuff excluding the table. Tight security. Apartment building newly-painted, and most importantly, not all part of Cheras is dodgy. It's just how well you can adapt to the place.

Housemates who drinks at least 1 big bottle of beer a night, talks about everything and anything. This is what I've seen in just 2 days. And I'm quite relieved I finally moved and can settle.

Close friends ask me to live with them in PJ. I know it's a much nicer place no doubt. But seriously, it takes 30minutes for me to go to PJ from KL and that is during off-peak.

Imagine during peak. It will take like max 45minutes during peak. What about the jam in the KL itself. I take 40 minutes to reach the office going through the jam in just KL itself. Which actually I just need 15 minutes from home to office.

Yes, the distance is the same and I can save more time using whatever highway there is. But I can't compromise paying so much toll everyday back and forth.

Sorry, it's a challenge I have to go through for some time. So that in the coming years, if I really move to a new company in PJ, I'll go through the jam in PJ saying

"LOL, it's nothing compared to the jam in KL".

Where am I?

2008-03-12T12:11:00.006+08:00

Nice

2008-03-07T10:58:00.000+08:00

Motivation!

2008-03-04T08:55:00.002+08:00

Saw these pictures in a foreign forums and it was supposed to be those posters hung up in offices to give motivation to the employees.

Yes here they are some of the examples!

I can go through all of them all day, but some of them are *Not Safe For Work*

AND MY FAVOURITE!!